" Uncertainty "

                                     

Here I am staring into space

Wandering which direction I will take place

Surrounded by doubt and sorrow

Terrified of what's gonna happen tomorrow

Keeping myself guarded from waves of belittlement and hatred

Stuck in this moment that I can't get through

Confused of which way I should go

Beneath my smile and laughter 

Is a heart that you can't quite decipher

Hoping that this uncertainty is going to end

The biggest question is "when?"

Hey Stranger..Hear ME Out 😝

            Hey you ! welcome to my blog and don't expect too much because I'm not really that good in expressing what's inside in my head through words but I'll try my hardest though.. And expect that most of the topic that I'm gonna share is about love ( yet I'm still single #sadlife) anyways I bet you want to know who am I? don't you? and if you don't just leave my blog.. Hahaha just kidding here you go stranger.

           Well, most of my friends call me by my amazing nickname which is "Dayang" and some of my classmates call me "yang" but you can call me anything, whatever floats your boat I'm fine with it except the word "bitch" because it's kinda harsh (don't you think? ). Music is my stress reliever that is why I can't live without it. For me, music is life I can express what I'm battling inside my head and my heart through music like it's my cure and clarity in this cruel world.  I really love to eat but unfortunately I can't cook but I'm willing to learn though. At first I'm kinda shy if I still don't know a certain someone yet ( who wouldn't? you can't blame me) but when I start being comfortable around you, just brace yourself to a humorous adventure with me, because I'm kinda funny and who loves to joke around and I'm fun to be with ( I'm not bragging myself here, my friends just told me so).

            

          I guess that's it for now, if you have some queries just feel free to comment and throw questions, God bless you stranger ! #embracechange❤👊

"I Can't Make You Love Me"

'Cause I can't make you love me if you don't

You can't make your heart feel something that it won't

And here in the dark, in these final hours

I will lay down my heart and feel the power

But you won't, no, you won't

'Cause I can't make you love me

When you don't

I'm Way Too Good at Goodbyes

I'm never gonna let you close to me

Even though you mean the most to me

'Cause every time I open up, it hurts

So I'm never gonna get too close to you

Even when I mean the most to you

In case you go and leave me in the dirt